NEW DELHI: Entries in Sheena Bora's diary reveal a troubled childhood and a strained relationship with mother Indrani Mukerjea.
Her diary entries as a teenager, as reported on the DNA website, reflect her loneliness. She writes : "Oh! Happy Birthday to me! But I am not happy. It seems as if I have got nothing in my life. Nothing! My future seems very bleak to me. Just depression has encircled me from all sides. Disgusting life it is. I hate my mother, that bloody b***h. She is not a mother. She is a witch..."
Unhappy with the marriage of Indrani to former Star India CEO Peter Mukerjea, Sheena writes, "And now she got married with that old man (Peter Mukerjea). Her this act to Aita & Kaka (Sheena's grandparents) seems very prestigious, very wise, but not in case of me. I hate her. I wish her soul gets condemned and even in hell. I have much grief, much tears to flow but when, where and in front of whom."
Several of her entries are devoted to her biological father Siddharth Das. In one of her earlier entries, she says, "Daddy, I am very angry with you. O.k. I didn't get any time to write any letter to you but you should have written to me. Very mean ha! Well, even I am sorry for not writing any letter to you. In Class X, we have to work very hard. In the morning at 7.30. We have to go to school and again I have to attend my maths coaching class 3 O'clock to 4.30 pm and again from 6 O'clock to 8 O'clock my science coaching class. I reach home at about 8.30 pm. Hope you can imagine how hard I'm working.''
The diary is believed to be more that 10 years old, according to media reports.
Indrani Mukerjea was arrested on August 25 in connection with the murder of Sheena Bora on April 24, 2012. Indrani is currently in police custody along with ex-husband Sanjeev Khanna and driver Shyam Rai.
